My Killer
If I were to believe
In my oldest memories
Once there was a time
When my heart was not asleep
I cast a spell upon the world
And the world just smiled at me
I did not see this coming
just up ahead of me
so when I saw you face
and recognized it from a dream
your loving seemed like destiny
like you were meant for me
but I found out soon enough
that my veins were bound to bleed
but you already knew that
youre way ahead of me
Even if
you turned my pennies into hundreds
And replaced
all paper money with your bones
Even if you
made my whoring holy
Still
leaving you alone would be all im capable of
I did not wana learn
All the secrets of your hell
But you cant keep a secret
You always gota tell
Your father had a vision
Even if it was heaven sent
Still Id wana kill him
But im glad he got to live
So many nights we gave away
Just for conversation’s sake
Were our words important
You once suggested im insane
Do you wana see me die
Tell me whats your plan
Would you assist my killer
If he asked you for a hand
but even if you fed me when im
hungry
and always came to me when i was
alone
even if you faced my demons for me
leaving you alone would still be
all im capable of
